I can’t wait until Jon gets home. I miss him. I’m excited to spend tomorrow with him. I wish we could just spend the day hanging out but we have marriage counseling at 10:30, then we have to go grocery shopping so he won’t starve while I’m away. My plan is to make up his lunches, or as much as I can of them before I have to go. I’m leaving really early Friday morning so I’ll at least I’ll get to spend a little time with him before we leave. That’s the one perk of him getting home at 4am. It’s gonna be hard being away. I’ve gotten so used to our routine and seeing him. Having like no contact with him is going to be rough. The hotel has wifi but whether it works or not is another story.

I don’t know. I’ve just been thinking a lot lately and I’m just so lucky to have Jon. He really is the greatest guy I know. He does SO much for me it’s amazing. I know there’s no one else in this world who could make me feel as loved and cherished as he does. He may not always say the words “I love you” but his actions say it all the time. Like the way he pushes the hair out of my eyes, or how he holds my hand when we’re alone, and just the way he looks at me says it all. He looks at me like I’m the only other person on this earth. It’s amazing. I’m so very blessed to have him in my life and I really can’t wait to have him as my husband. These past five and a half years have been the greatest and I’m excited to see what the future has in store for us! 😊

rogha-an-da-dhiogha:

If I Didn’t Have You - Thompson Square

Sometimes it feels like, I’m gonna break

Sometimes this world, gives more than I can take

Sometimes, sunshine gets lost in the rain

And it keeps pouring down

It just keeps coming down.

This life would kill me If I didn’t have you

I couldn’t live without you baby

I wouldn’t want to

If you didn’t love me so much

I’d never make it through

‘Cause this life would kill me

This life would kill me if I didn’t have you.

You are my heart, every breath I breathe

I’m safe in your arms, you rescue me.

When I’m weak, you’re strong

If you were gone I don’t know where I’d be

You were made for me

(You were made for me)

This life would kill me If I didn’t have you

I couldn’t live without you baby

I wouldn’t want to

If you didn’t love me so much

I’d never make it through

‘Cause this life would kill me

This life would kill me if I didn’t have you

If you didn’t love me so much

(If you didn’t love me so much)

This Life would kill me If I didn’t have you

(This life would kill me)

Couldn’t live without you baby

I wouldn’t want to

If you didn’t love me so much

I’d never make it through

‘Cause This life would kill me

This Life would kill me if I didn’t have you